Tuesday, December 13, 2011

So-Called 'Already Move On'

Here I am. Called myself: 'already move on'.
No. I won't mention love today. My heart is still frozen.

I busied myself with writing, reading, and laughing. Unfortunately, I don't like television. But watching some movies make me feel better.

Chatting with many friends made ​​me not feel alone. And I tried to make peace with myself. But, far ... far away in my heart. there's a denial, I hit it hard, so it didn't come to the surface.

I am still sad, still hurting. still self-pity.
But I am just human.

“But who can remember pain, once it’s over? All that remains of it is a shadow, not in the mind even, in the flesh. Pain marks you, but too deep to see. Out of sight, out of mind.”
― Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid's Tale

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mevi said...

Some people somehow see 'move-on' like there's something should be forget. But somehow, move-on doesn't mean we should forget, that shadow remains still somewhat could be a help that we'd never predicted ;)

Enno said...

yoo! agree :)