Why Oh Why

Why oh why! There's one thing people rarely noticed when holding a wedding party is: quality and quantity of the dish.

The wedding dish was supposed to be a major concern, food ranks first with a share of 30-40% of the total wedding cost. It's internationally accepted. Clothing and decorations may be simple, but the dish should be the best, you know. It would be the first topic of conversation after the party's over and people go home.

There are two wedding parties in this week that I attended, and the dish was disappointing and sloppy.

*phew!*

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Loser

Hey you! I've burned the cabin. Everything is gone overnight. If you think I was doing it while crying, you're wrong. Big big wrong. I didn't intend to cry over loser like you.

Oh, you don't like being called a loser? But that's you, darling. You left without a word.  Go quietly like a thief.

You know what, I do not even mind if we split up. But not with the way you did. You didn't think I am a HUMAN who deserve a good talk.

That's why I'm angry. I don't know how long I can forgive you. Wait till I saw you fall again. Yes. I curse you. I curse you feel what I feel now. As it turns out that your pain experience was not make you appreciate the feelings of others.

You think my heart was made ​​of stone, eh?

Yes Leonard, I'll keep writing about the pain that you gave me. Here, or in my other house. Why should I care if you become embarrassed? It was not me who embarrass you. You're the one who did it.

Farewell, darling. Just leave the cabin to ashes. As our story, a cheap soap opera that you created once upon a time.

Aeternum vale. Farewell forever.

-Kireina-

Fake

Yes. I do not like you. Very, very not like you and made me vomit. You can't forbid me to dislike you.
I have many reasons. You want to know? Please reflect in the mirror. See your smiling face. That's a false front. Your smile, too. It's always multi-layered mask you wear in public.

But no matter how hard your efforts to look holy, you can't fool me. You're a fake. You're not sincere. You're cheater. You always find justification for what you do, no matter how it hurts other people.

For as much as you sprinkle sweet words to everyone, to me it sounded cheap. You make love and affection as closeout items.

You're nothing more than a snake, who sneaked into the subtle minds of the people, to spread your poison and make them change according to your wishes.

Actually, to know who you are is not difficult. Look at the people in your circle. They were annoying, even don't know manners. People who like to hurt others but to pretend innocence. Who ungrateful and selfish. Who can only criticize others, but did not realize that they were jerks.
 

And you said nothing when they act, because it is so you, too.
I don't like you so much. So there.

This Nausea is Killing Me

Hi! I'm sick. Lying weakly in bed since yesterday afternoon. Looks like I got a cold. My stomach bloating, nausea, heartburn, and should be back and forth to the restroom once an hour. I was able to sleep at two in the morning! Hiks ...

Today I had to not cook, because I was too weak to go to the kitchen. So I buy lunch food at the stall for the gardeners. I'm angry, no one helps me clean the house. My sister-in-law have to go to school (she's a teacher), I am alone at home. Dad cooking rice this morning, and when I taste the rice was still half-baked! Aaargh!

This house is a mess without me!

Actually there's a good news this morning. Ari told me that the new netbook ready to be sent. But he would not tell what brand and what color. He just said the price! I've said previously I don't want a black color if there are other options. I'm so curious. Sigh!

Now I wanna go to the restroom again! See ya!

*run headlong* :))

Pissed Off

I have a plan for someone. Not a bad plan or painful, even though she already made me hurt and heartache.

Well, I do not like people who broke their promise to me even though I have never broken a promise to anyone, especially HER.

There are two objects, which we share for two. She promised to pay for both. But then she only pays for its own interests and conveniently said that I should look for ways to pay for my own parts.

Deceitful! And I was happy to be paid, even though I could pay for itself. I do not ask, but she who promised first. If she does not intend to pay, why did she promise? Oooh! I'm pissed off!

Fine. I will pay for my own part. By the way, do you want to join me go to Jogja next week, sis? Just bite your fingers. I will go alone without telling you, even though I have promises to take you. Suddenly I will be in Jogja and have fun there. I'm not going to buy all of your order, batik clothes and all sorts of other goods. No way.

Then I will go back home and say: hi I went to Jogja you know! It's so fun.
I imagine she will protest because I broke it, though yesterday I did not protest when she broke her promise.

FYI, I am not a person who likes to take revenge and this is not revenge. It's just a lesson for her so that no arbitrary. She think if she is older than me, she can belittle me?

Hohoho...She's wrong. I am smarter than her!